6/28. Accutane, Med school Apps, taking over the clinic.

 Day 18 of accutane. Skin's getting pretty dry and flaky. Purging. Trying to stay afloat. Hopefully it gets better soon. 

Started med school apps - Trying to submit by July. 517 MCAT, 4.0 GPA, but ORM. Let's see how it goes. 

Took over the clinic recently. It's been chill. Pretty behind on the billing, but I'm doing okay there. I want to see my friends soon. 

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